For someone who claims to be artistic, I spend a lot more time avoiding making art than anything else (with the exception of singing in a community choir)! So here's something new: we'll try it again. It's always a good time to start to make changes. And there are changes I could benefit from. For… Continue reading Cusp of a New Year
I just finished watching a movie with same title as this post and... *SPOILER ALERT* The entire movie is about uncertainty and making the choices that affect the way your life plays out. This middle-aged man is realizing that he's still gay even though he married his wife nine years ago and had a son… Continue reading Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow?
We know how I do this thing. I write fairly consistently for a while and then disappear for months on end. The only sign of my existence is the updating Twitter widget on the side of this blog where all my neurotic thoughts, tragic events, and exciting news updates many times a day. How have… Continue reading Where Did I Leave Off?
I can't decide if I'm a complete person searching for someone to share this life with, or if I'm one half of a whole eternal being looking for it's match. I'm both and I'm neither. I'm the one to admit that I'm falling for someone and deal with what comes from confessions later, but I'm not… Continue reading .28 What Do I Think?
It's been months, but I still think about you all the time. Every night, I still hope that you will wake up the next morning wanting me.It sounds pathetic and, truth be told, it feels pathetic too. But you are unmatched. You are refreshing. And you are not mine.Things in my life aren't quite balanced… Continue reading .27 Wishing
I don't want to speak to Him until there is definitive proof, without any doubt, that I can exist in that space without wanting to set it on fire or feel like I'll personally be set on fire.I still can't understand how I'm supposed to want to talk to someone(?) you only hear to give hate,… Continue reading .26 Why
I'm the friend that always, without a doubt, says "Don't give up hope. Life is about risks." To this day, I still stand behind that. Shit happens and people are assholes and we bruise ourselves all the time when we think we're being careful. I don't know how and I wish I knew why, but… Continue reading .25 Hypocritical